I don't really like updating, and this is the problem I had before. Every time I write something I feel retarded and self-centered because all I’m really doing is telling people what happened today for me. Why would you want to know? Are you a stalker? It bugs me. And I don't have anything intellect to say like all you. And most of the stuff I want to stay or slips out of my mind or I have to change a little bit because it makes me seem weird.. idk. It’s strange, but everything in our society is focused around proving things to people. Facebook? Myspace? And even blogger, which is supposed to be sorta real. If I had nothing to be scared of I probably would have incorporated my private blog with all this too. But I don't want people to know who I actually am, because only a couple people would truly sincerely accept me... get it?
+ my finger hurts
+ i knew that creating that group would be a controversial idea. i agree with the fact that the roads are super slippery. and i understand why the student council cancelled it, i don't blame them, they can't control the weather. just making that clear.
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are you saying your bouncy image is a cover-up? *inquires and hopes*
i agree. but i see blogger as a diary that i can show to people. writing in an actual diary gets me nowhere, because i don't have that much anger that builds up inside of me, but writing it on here gives me an opportunity to see different people's perspectives on my views and what situations i'm in.
and i see facebook as a way to stay in touch with old friends. sure, i'll write on your wall when its your birthday, but i also hate "compare people" and "are you interested" and things like that because it IS what you say it is. i just avoid those two applications. i like finding people i haven't seen in years.
i can completely agree with that, i enjoy both parts of that. it just bothers me how manipulating everything is, not as much blogger as facebook. facebook is "if you dont have one youre out". and even if you didnt have one and didnt care what people thought theres still this driving force of, "whats going on behind my back" and facebook is the center of everyones world kindof. take for example the picture fight. and how much people talk alot more on facebook than they do in person. and every five seconds i feel like i have to reload the page to see if anything else has happened and thats all you do for an hour. or two. or a whole day.
i agree.
there are two sides to facebook. the "oh, old friends, so cool." side and the "i don't want to know what i just read..." side.
yuuun huh. and then marion and nina have a big convo online x]
...and all YOU people wished you had seen it. but you didn't. :]
because it was soo amazing for youuuzz's eyes.
inquires and hopes? um.
i think cancelling something a few days in advance is not the best decision.. it's not s though we've never had snow before. even if it snowed 2 feet.. just drive slow.. it's not a huge emergency. i get it though.
obligation to facebook?
i don't think so. i check because there's nothing else to do but i don't feel as though things would happen if i didn't get online and check it. at all.
i agree with you on the snow thing. but not on the facebook thing. im not really sure how to explainw what im thinking though :-\
AND WHO DELETED THEIR COMMENT
if there were to be an accident, josh, with my sister being involved in a car accident because of icy roads, i would hate myself for making her even go to the lock-in.
it would suck if anyone got hurt. i'm just happy we didn't have anyone in danger or somethin like that today or last night. we're rescheduling it, too! and you wouldnt'a gotten to come this time, anyway. so now you get to come!
and yes, inquires and hopes.
oh and marion? it was josh who deleted his comment. you can see if you click on the orange "untitled" at the top of this page. ^-^
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